I never asked but I heard you cast your lot along with the poor. But then I overheard your prayer, that you be this and nothing more than just some grateful faithful woman's favourite singing millionaire, the patron Saint of envy and the grocer of despair, working for the Yankee Dollar.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

memories and naps

As I was taking a nap, one of those strange afternoon naps more like a little dream journey, I heard voices of children playing and laughing. Maybe it was random neurotransmitters firing, I have never heard children anywhere near this building, but I imagined I was back at my countryhouse as a child taking one of my afternoon naps. Though the house I was a few minutes from the sea it was high up on an incline and from my room you could always hear the people down at the shore playing and laughing. I closed my eyes and tried to be transfered there in my sleep and for a minute there I think I did. All of a sudden it was over. There are so many memories that we have that are accessible but so rarely do we take the time or find the means to reach them. I don't know what did it for me today and even though I feel really really sad now, I'm grateful for that recovered bit of my life.

where the children played

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

the reconstruction of a past age will allways be fragmental. a new net will be woven on the remaining pattern.

7:10 AM

 

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